Inisiatif

Inisiatif..
apekah?
pendekatan? iyakah?
entahlah..
hahaha..
since busy buat assignment these few days,
pastu banyak sangat duk guna perkataan ni haih..
cam terngiang-ngiang dah haa..

dan bila lagi otak mulai lapang
satu demi satu assignmnet dah antaq
lega sangat aihh
dua tiga yang dihantar..
tapi tiga empat pula mendatang..
aduhai..

jadi,
mari raikan jemari untuk berkarya
nak sambung yang previous one kah?
well, this entry should still be in October right
kalau tak,
incomplete pulak perkataan ni..

jadi..
nak cakap pasal ape yang ade kaitan dengan inisiatif,
plus benda yang dah jadi previously?
hmm..
malas aih nak perah otak..
biarkan ia berehat
melepaskan segala yang terpendam
baru nati hati lapang dan tenang

well,
just wanna say about few things yang saya tertinggal
untuk ditulis sebelumnya..
still friend in fb
yah..i knew about that
dan tiba2 teringat yang sumone pena cakap
'ingat dy tu hadap sangat ke ngan lelaki mcm tu?'
well, kalau dy takhadap sangat,
kenapa still friend kt fb?
means still hadap la kan?
you're just a friend..
kalau dy buat sumting belakang awak pon,
would u know?
dy buka fb dpn awk ke?
wasap depan awak ke?
wechat depan awak ke?
i dont think so..
awak defend ja dy macam2 tapi if dy buat sumting belakang awak..
would you know?
 
cakap nak move on
but wechat still friend and post all those sad words
orang len mungkin taktahu
but certain orang mungkin tahu
ia sebenarnya dituju untuk siapa

cakap lagi nak buka buku baru
but even muka buku pon still friend,
still in touch mungkin without others knowing
so, mane silap saya dalam berkata?
saya memang cakap ja
tapi cakap based on ape yang saya observe..

once dy tegur saya
bila saya tunjuk kat dy perkataan ni
'jangan biarkan your partner keep in touch dengan ex dy. sebab sampah kan boleh dikitar semula'
ok, baiklah..saya minta maaf
saya tak guna dah perkataan macam tu untuk refer kat orang
tapi orang tu,
elok je post kat wechat "pedulikan mangkuk tu semua"
opss..
hmm..mangkuk..
even a soft-looking-face like her would also used that kind of word
owh lupe, masing2 manusia..

me and my past
i just throw it away
walau dulu sayang sangat2
sampai deactivate fb sebab nak lari dan mula hidup baru
tanpa kenangan dengan dy
tapi, bila kembali dengan fb
what do you know?
should her wifey be in touch with me?
at first, agak annoyed
but then, its up to u lah..
u yang nak sangat get into my life..
eventhough sangat berharap kita takkan jumpa in reality..

nak cakapnya disini
if u nak buat sumting
instead of just cakap,
make a move
take an inisiative
to prove it all..

im taking it
just wanna be brave enough from today onward
u like me, i'll like u too..
u love me, i'll love u more..
u hate me, then i'll just ignore..
say something, and i'll say twice more..

be brave enough
til sumone think that you're acting weird
be bold enough
as if you'll never see tomorrow..
live your life to the fullest
even when people said that u're doing it wrong
you only live once
everything happens for a reason
even when its bad
coz there's a silver lining behind every cloud..

;- ape aku bebel neyh? hahaha..